HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEE!

Hey guys Im back! And guess what else? It's my BIRTHDAAAAAY! Yeah that's right I'm 17 years old today! I hope I get really really awesome things this time for my birthday, maybe i can even get a wii!

Forget a bout the ps3 the ps3 sucks and there weren't any games for it  that i really wanted to buy in the first place. I don't even remember why I wanted one anyways, lol

Oh! by the ways, My school started up again about 3 or 4 weeks ago and I cant believe im saying this, but im in LOVE! Theres a new student in our class who started this semester and his name is MILES! And he is the most gorgious guy I ever met!!!!! He has nice fair dark hair and big brown eyes I can just FALL INTO! The first day I saw him I introduoced myself as Yuki Yamada because thats who I think of myself as and thats what I want people to call me and I thought that maybe I could make things less complicated for us in case we get married because Miles is Asian. The first day I saw him I couldn't help randomly hugging him every once in the while he was soooo cute!!!!! I haven't really talked to him or anything but he seemed pretty nice, and he can draw pretty good too. I think we'll get along okay especially because hes a pot smoker and I get along really well with pot smokers. I shouldnt say this but I honestly cant fall asleep unless I imagine him naked and sleeping next to me with his arms on my sides . I hope that dosent sound too weird...

I was thinking of buying him something with the money I had saved up to buy my parent's something, but my parents have been real fuckers lately so Im not even sure if i want to do that anymore. I have about 200 dollars saved up, plus my aunts 200 dollars is 400 dollars, and I have a lot more money along the way so i was thinking of buying him a whole anime collection or manga collection or  something he might like because hes asian!

Anyways, I'm going to go to bed because it's 1:AM over here and for your information my family cant afford an alarm clock for me. so i have to discipilne myslef and go to bed at a decent hour which unfortunatly this "discipilne" concept is something people who watch me never learned how to do. Every time my watchers see one of my journals they come and post a comment or something no matter how mean it is, seriosly you guys, WHO IS THE GUY POINTING A GUN AT YOUR HEAD SAYING "COMMENT ON THIS JOURNAL OR I'LL KILL YOU" You guys need to learn some fucking discipilne not me.

And you assholes who sent me notes can go yourselfs. IT'S NOT MY FAULT I'M DISABLED. STOP GANGING UP ON ME.

Miles's is even better at Karate than I am, Ill have you know.

Just a warning. Peace out.